Someday

I'm all alone in my room I'm sitting here near the shelf I see the mirror on the wall The things I do are not for my health I live alone with my lies darker than any night A fear so real I might die from fright Until...someday So I reach for my death, yes it's the ultimate one The needle shines sharp deep gleam into my skin I feel the relief, I lose all the pain And when I open my eyes it comes back right again I start to scream deep from inside But all that noise just won't seem to hide the fact that someday someday So here I sit the bliss lost once again My mind conjures up images once known as sin I gather strength to look outside I see the lives of friends, they run and hide And now they're gone and what they did