Feeling This Is Like to Fall Awake

Can these be my hands? Why won't they follow my commands? Someone took my breath from me I can't see and I can't speak I had a dream you were a snake (I guess this proves I knew you then) I had a dream where I was falling down Until I landed under you Go to hell and leave me With the keys to your car Delia will drive me through the rain And it's just like you To pick the perfect time When I'm already down and there To kick a couple times You twist everything I said And everything I did And everything I thought was mine I feel like such a fool For having turned to you I didn't know that you could Ever want to be so cruel And if there is a God And if God is fair I know you will suffer Feeling this is like to fall awake