Dredge This Wound

I've been down, helpless, still. I come here once again, feelings lost, Extinction of what used to be, Dwelling keeps me from standing on my own. Selfless dissection of emotion, Emotion I have left inside dredge this wound, Salt of tears, then I fade away, Slips away and fades raising eyes to see you, Anger is all I feel, missed your forgiveness, Just a witness of my own demise, searching these pieces, They cut me, you laugh as I bleed, swallow contradiction, Just a victim of all I have inside this pain just deepens, I can never let go, feel it numbing me, exist around you, Everything I know, I've held myself down to, Held myself down so that I will never fall, All of this I feel I pour out for you, salvation, In the release of all that I feel