More Like Me

I'm feeling full of feeling; a little grey A bit of drama on a lovely day It's a simple thing No confidence, no understanding, or identity You should have been more like the teacher More like the father More like the pastor More like God More like me I'm dragging loneliness, I have no use for friends I don't see myself that heavy Kneel by my bed at night, I feel the family I have the lights out, I have the darkness I need My sympathetic eyes look down the sights I find significance in the target Look deep inside, hopelessness crashing on me This act of desperation explodes You should be more like the father More like the sun More like a giver More like a taker Not such a live(r) More like a teacher More like a dreamer More like God More like me More like your mother More like the father More like the son More like God More like the teacher