Is It You?

I'm learning loss of lovers arms, once warm and self-assured My loss is like an ocean blue, so cold and insecure She said indefinite time apart heaven knows we need it Then tore my world in hemispheres, but I still want her half Three weeks ago she left, she left but casts her shadows still I've told myself I'm not selfish but my hearts not had its fill She said indefinite times apart heaven knows we need it My heart it grieves, it begs for reasons why, why, why To feel you leaving was to lose my self-respect And to cure my name, such is a trait of retrospect What currency had made the boy with pockets bare Become the richest man on earth before despair? You see, it is you So turn the pictures down, ignore what once was had I've locked myself away, I'm so insular and sad But hark! A tap and scratching upon a window pane Anticipation runs its course through