Airplanes in My Head

Shatter me with your pain and smile It's so clear you're not here anymore Your caresses are machines That are painful to feel I can't tell when we started to fall Everything hurts Every move, every word And the airplanes in my head Are lost and confused Oh, empty and bruised As we come to the end As we come to the end of it all Give me back my heart It's breaking more every day Give me back my heart It's taking my life away The minute you walk out the door Is the minute I pick myself up off the floor You're never there When I'm gasping for air And the airplanes all explode Kisses of duty Are lost in their beauty Walking down your glittering road You're giving me nothing You've taken my all Now I'm here in an empty shell Airplanes in my head Drown the words that we've said And if you stay you'll just put me You'll just put me through hell Give me back my heart It's breaking more every day Give me back my heart You're taking my life away The minute you walk out the door Is the minute I pick myself up off the floor Is the minute You're giving me nothing You've taken my all Now I'm here in an empty shell Airplanes in my head Drown the words that we've said And if you stay you'll just put me You'll just put me through hell Give me back my heart It's breaking more every day Give me back my heart It's taking my life away The minute you walk out the door Is the minute I pick myself up off the floor I will get myself Get myself up off the floor I'll pick myself up