Holy Shit (What a Relief)

Holy shit What a relief I pulled myself apart, couldn't breathe, tore my hair, bit my skin I thought of all the dark, all the ash, all the blood, all the grief I told myself look up, told myself look up and believe And now this peace, like a blanket, enveloping me. And holy shit What a relief The worst has come And turned to leave And holy shit What a relief! All that weight falling from me And all that breath finally free