I Am Loco

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside Something I could never be will guide me to the new Light Frustrated Sedated I pray to myself God please Don't take away from me The only fucking thing That I learned to believe I am becoming the monster You promised to keep him away Now I feel like he's living in me!!! Anyway, I could never ever be What you think is right for me Are things that I will not believe I want to start a new life Get myself a sharp knife Look into my own life Kill things I don't like in me But sometimes I feel OK And think I'm unique You always try to critique I turn my back on it anyway Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker! I am loco! Te falta un poco! To get your ass in a choke-hold! Just kill me - I can't breathe I am guiding myself right to the end I can't learn - come to terms With the sickness that makes me crash and burn I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf Life is not forever But if life will stay together I would have a friend in my depression, have an end But I've been thinking And thinking always gets me into trouble But since I have a double personality I wasn't me you see Now I'm a refugee And everything inside of me is just a part of my Disease Just kill me, I can't breathe I am guiding myself right to the end I can't learn, come to terms With the sickness that makes me crash and burn