After My Prayers

I pray that I can see beyond this life tormenting me Tempting from inside Come hysteric thoughts of pain, slowly I'm consumed Into emptiness I fall When my body's cold and dead, will the feeling be the same Will my kingdom comfort me or reject my languid soul Stagnant cooling blood Starts to coagulate My body weakens and sinks As my soul discorporates Resurrected from the souls of the damned, comes the fury of their dismay Ungodly images unveiled to me, creations from below, my body rots within its grave My soul now free to roam I begin to seek what's been taunting me My lifeless corpse no longer binding me My incarnate life no more, my existence now deceased, now that I am gone I exist in misery. My unpleasant realization and my suffering begins, salvation never reached And my kingdom never found. Resurrected from the souls of the damned Comes the fury of their dismay Ungodly images unveiled to me Creations from below My body rots within its grave My soul forever roams.