Last to Know

What's going on here? I thought it was strong Clearly I was not in the know Mind always running around I knew my downfall When I received that phone call And I just can't let it go Can't let it go Move to the beat to the beat don't stop I don't wanna play bad cop Don't wanna see the signs I don't wanna read between the lines Move to the beat to the beat don't stop I can't take that shot You said you said you said I'd always be the last to know I'm finished at the start now You said "play your part" How am I supposed to play the role When I'm always playing the fool Return to sender Colder than December But I just can't let it show Can't let it show I don’t want to be the last to know