Happiness and Misery

A thousand people here but I'm alone My only friend is my dad's radio Seventeen feels like I'm thirty-four How do I get myself up off the floor I need a cure Happiness and misery I'm up and down so confused I want to scream But there's nobody listening Stop the war inside of me Pull the plug, kill the lights I can't break free It's happiness or misery I wish the clouds would all come out today Send the rain and wash it all away Am I going crazy I don't know I wonder will anyone miss me if I go