Coward Till The End?

I used to be a soldier boy 'Till they shot me in the head They made me eat their dirt Of the living and the dead I'm sick and tired of slaving And shoveling their shit And when you trust your feelings They toss you in the pit Yes I've been named a coward I'm not a living friend Yes I've been named a coward A coward 'till the end You seem so apprehensive You question my beliefs Seems life is so expensive Ends are hard to meet You make me feel offensive In ev'ry move I make I'm always up against the wall And it's just too much to take Yes I've been named a coward I'm not a living friend Yes I've been named a coward A coward 'till the end Whoa Whoa oh oh Why am I to blame Why am I put up on trial When it's you who should be questioned