THERE YOU ARE (HIDING PLACE)

Days that I went missing Stumbled on a long walk somewhere So many places we don't belong So few we do But you came around the corner with your arms wide Said your favorite words to me despite everything Lifted the clouds on haze or (?) Shuffling off to sleep To dream I never leave again Shuffling off to sleep To dream I never leave again Summer shifting like a dream Summer shifting like a dream for me You go shuffling off to sleep To places where you're hiding at The anger in your eyes brightened like the lightning striking I was afraid to find Another me alive in you Afraid that I'd be blinded by the lightness of a ghost you never knew And in the summer when I was angry, when I was tired, when I was scared I just stared into nothing, I just stared into nothing When I was worried, when I was tired, when I was angry or afraid I just stayed in the same place for days In the same place for days, in the same place for days Shuffling off to sleep Dream I never leave again Shuffling off to sleep Dream I never leave again Silent by your own hands You shake now when you speak Hold tightly to your sleeping on the concrete of my dreams And you go silent by your own hands You break down and you leave You go nightly with my panic I get angry, I can't sleep But in the summer I wasn't angry, I wasn't tired, I wasn't scared I just stared into nothing I just stared into nothing I wasn't worried, I wasn't tired, I wasn't angry or afraid I just paced throughout the days Ran away from the days, ran away To places where you're hiding out The anger in your eyes brightened like the lightning striking, I was afraid to die A bitter guilt inside of me Afraid that you would go before I had the chance to show the good I know And in the summer, we'll get a new home I'll get a new start, I'll get to be a new better me now, a new better me I won't be guilty, I won't be sorry, I won't feel angry every day We'll just wait while the days run away While the days run away, while the days run away Shuffling off to sleep To dream I never leave again Shuffling off to sleep Dream I never leave again Shuffling off to sleep