Changes

Another daybreak waking up Drinking from a bitter cup That's somehow sweet and oh so tender This poison confirms my surrender Surrendering to all day life No more wars and no more strife Stars upon a deep dark sky I bow down and I ask why But in the end it all stays the same No changes made, no lessons learned Am I the one who is to blame For smashing crowns that I have earned New possibilities each day They offer me a different way To live, to walk or just to be Or lead me into misery I am just as small as you Although I do not want me to With all the powers I posess I'm just afraid of loneliness Let me dream here of a freedom That will never be my own If I do not pay the prize Of forever being alone