Heaven and Hell

God help me Guide me towards righteousness Lord, once again Please give me back the innocence of my youth that was taken from me So long ago, out of my control I do not lay the blame on anyone Only you can save my soul I'm calling, I'm calling out I'm calling, is anyone listening? I'm calling, I'm calling out to you I'm calling, are you listening? 'Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul, strength and hope Is it all my fault? I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control, I lose all hope God save me now From my past and present sins once again Please give me the peacefulness of my youth that I've never had I keep it all inside, for the sake of pride I will not disrespect my family, only you know what I hide I'm calling, I'm calling out I'm calling, is anyone listening? I'm calling, I'm calling out to you I'm calling, are you listening? 'Cause I'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul, strength and hope Is it all my fault? I can't deny it, sometimes I lose control, I lose all hope Please wash away the sins of me and my father Give me the strength to prevail If you forgive me, then I'll forgive myself Until then I'm caught between heaven and hell