You Never Knew Me

I don't want to turn around And find I'd got it wrong Or that I should have been laughing all along You're what keeps me alive You're what's destroying me Do you want the truth or do you want your sanity? You were hell And everything else was just a mess I found I'd stepped into the deepest unhappiness We get back, I bleed into you Thank God that I don't love you All of that's behind me now Still seems to be above you I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you But I know you I know you never knew me I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you But I know you I know you never knew me Do you want to Hope doesn't serve me now I don't move fast at all these days You think you've understood You're ignorant that way I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I can't be cancelled out like this We had to kill too much Before we could even kiss I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you But I know you I know you never knew me I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you But I know you I know you never knew me Do you want to Do you want to Do you want to Do you want to Do you want to Do you want to