You Never Knew Me

I don't want to turn around and find I'd got it wrong or that I should have been laughing all along you're what keeps me alive you're what's destroying me do you want the truth or do you want your sanity ? You were hell and everything else was just a mess I found I'd stepped into the deepest unhappiness we get back I bleed into you thank God that I don't love you all of that's behind me now still seems to be above you I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you but I know you I know you never knew me I don't know I don't know whether I ever knew you but I know you I know you never knew me Do you want to! Hope doesn't serve me now I don't move fast at all these days you think you've understood you're ignorant that way I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I can't be cancelled out like this we had to kill too much before we could even kiss