Living With A Confidence

I look in the mirror, I see another face Waiting for my end will be my painful race My appearance has altered since I consulted my surgeon He told me about my illness, will survive one season Drinking is what I need to forget my daily sorrow Sadness is forgotten, will feel better tomorrow Living with a confidence will not be better My body is going weaker, my walking is a stagger [Chorus:] Jesus, I beg of thee, redeem my endless pain Forgive my sin and save my life, that's only what I need I prayed to you, every night, is this your thank to me?