I Disappear

I’ve lost myself again Just felt this way for far too long Restless and suffering Seems there’s no place where i belong I drove the nails through my own hands I can’t run or hide from this no more It’s time to wake up, I am done for My lungs collapsed, My hearts detached I can’t escape from my mind I sink into the floor Trapped in this cage So disengaged I just want to go to sleep forevermore Apathy has destroyed the things i used to love No passion left, one more emotion devoid of No tears to cry, I’m just an empty shell inside My tongue is tied, I’ll sit in silence cold outside When i close my eyes I feel a pain so deep It cuts me like a knife And brings me to my knees And even though I’ve tried To break away from here I just slip back again Until i disappear I am a waste of breath Been fucking useless far too long Sometimes i pray for death To take his hand undo my wrongs I tied this noose around my neck Take a blade and sever skin from bone Is this the end, I’m all alone I can’t erase these thoughts They’ve just been lingering for far too long My mind’s against me I will never find the place where I belong I’ve lost myself again Just felt this way for far too long Restless and suffering Seems there’s no place where i belong I drove these nails through my own hands I feel the poison pulsing through my veins my body’s shaking My lungs collapse My conscience weighs me down I’m scum My hearts detached I’ve lost all feeling i’m so numb Alone I fade away.