Death Dance

I never thought I'd be so mean, never thought I'd be alone at nineteen But all the thoughts are in my head again, head again All these thoughts are running through my brain and out the door We've become insane, we've been numbing the pain But you can see all the things I'm going through We've become insane, we've been numbing the pain But you can see all the shit I'm going through No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside No no no, makes it hard to survive No, you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my pain We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain I'm looking for something more So take me away, from out the door Now I'm looking for you outside to say No no, no no no, I hide my pain inside No no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside No no no No, I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying but I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to, but now I'm someone else No no, no no no, so please be kind No no, no no, I'm losing my mind No no,no no, I'm really not fine Oh no, I'm really not fine We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age We live in an age We live in an age where sex and whores are gods We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed Are flawed, no No I can't take it All of these memories I can't fake it I'm trying to fight it, but I am dying I just want to Oh, just be myself I have tried to, but now I'm someone else