Ways to Disappear

I take my time I don’t do well with attention (with attention) I’m so used to staying in To keep my walls from caving in And I am a ghost I wander in circles around you I wanna breathe the air you breathe But all this smoke is killing me I find ways to disappear And my words are never clear I gotta find a way to face the things I fear I’m not good at letting go I can’t stand to be alone Are you the light that leads me down the road? Can you take me home? I’m dragging it out I hold on tightly to memories 'Cause I’m scared of what will show It might be best if you never know I wanna run away Wanna start a war 'Til my knuckles bleed I need you, nothing more I’ve been lying to all of you 'Cause I’ve been trying to face the truth I find ways to disappear And my words are never clear I gotta find a way to face the things I fear I’m not good at letting go I can’t stand to be alone Are you the light that leads me down the road? Can you take me home? I find ways to disappear And my words are never clear I gotta find a way to face the things I fear I’m not good at letting go I can’t stand to be alone I found the light that takes me down the road Until it leads me home Until it leads me home Until it leads me home I found the light that takes me down the road Until it leads me home