Am I Awake

Am I awake? Or is this just a dream? I'd like to say since you went away Am I awake? I'm wasting away Don't wanna pray I just can't take the pain And I can't tell today from yesterday And it's the same thing over and over again And that's why I didn't plan on I didn't plan on being here Am I awake? Or is this just a dream? I'd like to say since you went away Am I awake? I'm wasting away Don't wanna pray I just can't take the pain This place is just too crazy to be real Or maybe it's not it could be...it could be real Or maybe I've lost my mind if you don't mind I'll just lay here for awhile Am I awake? Or is this just a dream? I'd like to say since you went away Am I awake? I'm wasting away Don't wanna pray I just can't take the pain Am I awake? Or is this just a dream? I'd like to say since you went away Am I awake? I'm wasting away Don't wanna pray I just can't take the pain