I Lost Everything Today

I'm running out of excuses now I try to hide from what you're giving Cold advice never seems to end Training days that I was living Magic makes for a boring lie Golden shit and a red bow-tie Bleeding hearts disregard the sun And what's begun I don't know why I lost everything today I got beaten so I ran away I lost everything today I can't find my way to yesterday Graveyard shifts to sleepless nights Comatose but I'm still kickin' Hungry headed data pig God's remorse the paces quicken Fundamental decadence Simplified the masses wonder Faulty streams of consciousness The sea of crap that we live under I lost everything today Out of time and it is not worth trying I lost everything today Lost it all and I just feel like dying Simplistic, monolithic, hyperactive Neolithic, condescending, neverending, disregarded fantasy Creative, systematic, temperamental, horizontal, disassemble, instrumental, polyester family Divided, Aramaic, humanistic, esoteric, super-fragile, undermining, comprehension, sanity Fundamental, urination, sanitation, fornication, vindicated, medicated, unrelated can't you see I lost everything today I got beaten so I ran away I lost everything today I can't find my way to yesterday I lost everything today Out of time and it is not worth trying I lost everything today Lost it all and I just feel like dying