Swimming Upstream

The sun disapeared right before my eyes My heart turned and walked away I gave you The keys to an open door and you threw them right back at me Once again I'm alone with a pain in my chest so sad so sad so long And the clouds start to gather here comes The rain You meant more then you can know I can't say I miss you your always around I can't say I love you cause you cut me down I'm wounded and hurt and that's my fault But I made my decision with my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you A storm passes by I can't explain It's hard to be next to you Is it my face or is it everything That your not attracted to I'm so lost and confused when I look at you Your rise your lips so soft And then when you see me I turn away 'Cause I know that I turn you off I can't say I miss you your always around I can't say I love you cause you cut me down I'm wounded and hurt and that's my fault But I made my decision with my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you