A Human Certainty

Don't come in here You'll see something ugly It's not the kind of thing You'd expect from a body Don't come in here Don't see me this way With my knees on rice And a prayer for the prey My face is heavy My mind is clenched My eyes are disgusted My hands are hot My walls are green My walls are red I only cry wolf When all my sheep are dead Don't come in here I beg of you Yes there's love in my heart But there's hatred in my thoughts Don't believe in me Or anything that speaks For you won't be deceived By a human certainty My face is heavy My mind is clenched My eyes are disgusted My hands are hot My walls are green My walls are red I only cry wolf When all my sheep are dead Last night I had a dream about you And in my dream you were only Asleep I sat in a chair and watched You as you laid there so beautifully The still of the night made me lonely I wanted to touch you. I wanted To feel you. I wanted things to be Just like they rise to be except I'd Keep all my promises the I felt So ashamed I was so ashamed until I realized we're all guilty of that dream And forever I wish you A beautiful sleep