Heavy Heart

I've taught myself to believe in nothing I've never put my faith in anything but me But now it's clear, that I need more How could I be a beacon for the masses? How could I guide a soul as I lead the way Unsure and biased by my atheist pride ? My heart is heavy and my eyes are welling Face down; I watch this spring becoming a river Splitting the earth in two And there you were, Bled out and naked Freed from the purity That your wings used to convey Should I believe in you? Or should I just Should I just run? It took an angel's touch To heal and breathe my faith back in And as I stare at your Half-masted halo I finally realize, that my eyes can lie You may just be a side effect to this drug A hallucination or divine enlightenment But only a fool would doubt such a gift Disbelieve is a breach Against all odds and logic, I chose to believe That there is still light in this darkness I'm in Against all odds and logic, I chose to believe That angels could only be the sign that I needed Make me a believer, Make me a believer Show me now, convince me now Find me, Pick me, Lift me, Save me