Lost

i'm walking a tight-rope stretched twixt truth and illusion sometimes it's real but my life just seems to melt into helpless confusion i just can't deal with the lust for acceptance and the pain of rejection my heart won't heal as i circle it round with a wall of protection i'm hiding all the pain and i can't accept the blame and i'm so alone in a world of love with no-one meant for me i'm missing the point of a life in the fast lane i'm missing the signals of love i can't understand of time's subtle landscape and i'm looking for reasons to live my love is real while i circle it round with a wall of fantasy i'm hiding all the pain and i can't accept the blame and i'm so alone in a world of love with no-one meant for me don't want to feel this way again don't want to feel this way again