Unstable

I am suffering From a make-believe disease Life is terrifying So I just sit here dying, dying, dying I've become so unstable A screaming baby in a cradle I've become so unfaithful I can't dream I'm fucked up The possibilities Scare me right to sleep The fear is paralyzing So I just sit here crying, crying, crying I've become so unstable A screaming baby in a cradle I've become so unfaithful I can't dream I'm disabled I am lost